"Its like when you are around him, you notice nobody else."
Yes, everyone else can feel the sparks between us.
Sparks so bright, they just might be visible to the naked eye.
I can feel the buttterflies right this minute as I type and I hate it.
I HATE IT.
14th February has been a epiphany of sorts.
I have learnt a lot of things today.
1.)I learnt that even if I'm lonely and sad, the ex failed to cheer me up.
Infact I didn't want him to cheer me up.
2.)I learnt when he was sad and lonely, I wasn't around for him either.
Yes I'm a cold heartless bitch.
3.)I have learnt that I love my friends, love all of them.
4.)I have learnt that its okay to share secrets once in a while & that's what best friends are for.
5.)I've also realized its pointless to hide something from your bestie, she can see through you.
Apparently so can everyone else.
6.)And that feeling you get, when you see them together ?
Yes that feeling ?
Its jealousy.
7.)Also, that feeling you get when your bestfriend gets a tonne of roses, wheras you get none ?
That's jealousy too.
8.)But then you read the letter she's written to you(ONLY letter that you received today, btw) and it makes your day.
9.)Its easy to love, but its magical to be loved back.
10.) I need to stop trusting people so easily.
11.) I also know he's never going to be over his ex. Its not like I like him or anything, just saying, y'know ? :$
12.) Okay, so I just might like him a little more than originally planned.
F.M.L.
Firstly the title of this post <3 whattay song.. Coldplay is fucking awesome!!!
ReplyDeleteAnd the rest of the post.. Story.Of.My.Life. Literally.
I spent my Valentine's Day with my bestie! Luckily even she didn't get roses! So I didn't feel left out for a change! :P
ReplyDeleteIf you were his first love, he would never ever going to forget you, and vice versa.
ReplyDeleteAlso pts. 1 and 2 cancel each other :p
Address bata deti toh mein bhi fhool aur leter bhejdeta :p
letter**
ReplyDeleteI didn’t do anything on V Day..I think it is over rated..It does not affect me anymore…I am so over all this drama <3
ReplyDeleteLove
http://www.meghasarin.blogspot.com
I spent my Valentine's Day with my friends instead of my Boyfriend, and then later he screwed my happiness. Perfect Valentine's Day,eh? =P
ReplyDelete"And that feeling you get, when you see them together ?
ReplyDeleteYes that feeling?
It's jealousy."
Nicely penned. :)
@Aska : YES <3
ReplyDeleteI'm ashamed to say I discovered Coldplay pretty recently and at first I did not like them too much :c
BUT BUT they have grown on me and now it is pure love <3
Haha hi5 then :)
@Rach : Haha,, that's a nicee way to spend the much overhyped Vday :)
@xyz : Haha next time :)
I don't think we forget any of our loves/flings.
Everyone has that special place in your heart.
@Megha : I don't like it too, but when you are the only one left out, I think its natural to feel sad.
Nice blog :)
@Ruhani : UGH BOYS. Don't even get me started.
I hope things get better, your life seems as messed up as mine.
*here take a cookie (::)" :$
@Marita: Thank you, keep dropping by :)