So if you love me, let me go.

This is a somewhat personal post so please bear with me.

I seem to be suffering from the much dreaded writer's block.

Yes, it happens to swag people like me too.

Ok sorry. :3

I know you.

I know you better than anyone else in this world does.

I know that smell of cranberry vodka and goldflake lights which lingers on you.

I know your touch.

I know your needy kisses.

I know that smile of yours when I flirt with you.

I know about your ego issues.

I know how your world is in a state of chaos right now.

I'd probably remember your face forever.

It will be etched in my memory forever, as a constant comparison for the others to come.

For now, I beg

Just let me go, its time love.

And no this isn't about him.

I'm not ready for him, not yet.

I'm still too raw.

You're still too much in me.

I don't know if I ever will be.

But let's leave him for another rainy day.. where he'll come to my rescue.

Maybe I'll regret pushing you away.

But leave that upto me.

For another day.

For now just listen ,

Be strong, love.

Have faith.

Believe that you deserve someone better.

Let it go.